树袋熊的小熊事

わたしわ　今日　マルイへ　お金を　払いに　行きました　:)　靴が　ほしいでしたが，わたしのサイスが　ありませんでした。

A quite different style of TV show with Stats - Last Friends.

When watching it, I couldn't feel any happy, or relieved. Instead, oppression is always haunting around. With it developing, the plots and lines strike my heart. Enjoy this kind of  feeling. Every person in the show has his past, that couldn't be easy to speak out. When facing or touching the softest part of his heart, each one reveals his fear, weeakness existing inside for period of time.

The soul of each one is lonely, just no one touchs this.

As a T, RUCA should do all the things for her lover, taking care of her, protecting her,tolerating things for her. Nothing is that over in love, except not saying 'love u' to her. However, this is not the part moving me. RUCA is a so luck girl, loving the girl her is loving, being loved by 小武 that loves her so deep. Here is the most touching line, for me,  in the show - 你的心思什么我总是能够轻易的看透。

Last Friends is for them who are as sensitive as sensitive persons.

I always lost in the varied foods and their vivid packages and labels on the shelves, when doing shopping in the super market. That is mostly due to my poor language ability, cause I have never seen those stuffs before, nor can recognize what do the labels mean. So I can't help taking even more times hanging around the shelves to fulfill my curiosity with these exotic foods.

Then this idea poped up:) buying one home a time, writing a report on how it tastes and doing some recommendations, which is rare on the chinese web, although I am writing in English. OK, no more words, let me start.

Today's host is 'dango' ' だんご', sounds very very like 糖果 in chinese. In Japanese, it means 団子。It looks cute,delicious and full of Japanese style, which is only 88 yen.The cutie attracted my eyes on the first sight. But, approved later by facts, the appearance could say nothing. No, no, not right. It says something, but I merely can understand.

The topping on DANGO is Japanese soy, which tasts half salt, half sweet. Maybe for Japanese, it is OK, but for me being accustomed to traditional Chinese soy saurce, it  is too sweet , making me feel squeamish when eating it.(Here is the picure, exactly the same type)

On the other hand, I also had some surprise:) - Tabasco pepper saurce.

I love its taste when I first ate it in an Italian fast food restaurant, and resovled to buy one when I met it in the grocery shop. I love its package as it is quite like old school things in the Middle of States where cowboys rode their fierce bulls and potshoted. I love its AD for the simplicity, even thought I just found them on the website five minutes ago, when searching for a tabasco pepper saurce photo. All in all, I become more and more loving it. Cute pepper sauce, five star recommendation!

这个就是看烟火的那个桥，烟火就是在这条河的中间放的。人那就是一个多，让我浑身都起鸡皮疙瘩。说实在的，在国内从不看这类的热闹，也见不到这么些人...警察都好像要打仗似的，把路障搬来搬去。过一会儿就会封锁几条马路，走在马路中间的感觉还不错哦！

正经烟火没有照出什么好的来，因为上面这张照片就是我坐的地方的实景，到处都是人，楼房、树、路灯。能看到烟火就算不错了，不能要求太高。

我最喜欢的一张，超级灿烂（ps，是楼下这张）

Finally, finished gossip girl season 1. Now I can begin the season 1's reveal show.

An exciting moment for me, cause I havn't finished a complete season of TV show for more than one year,  not to say watched the reveal part. GS is really good show that is company with me at recent lonely time. I never figure out that  this show is so brillent, and with such catching plots, handsome actors, delegate costumes. I totally love all of these.

And thank god, give me some time sitting in front of the laptop steadly and enjoying it . Cause he knows I am not a person who has such patience doing that, especially during THIS period of time. Maybe I shouldn't blame meself, at least GS makes me have a good mode to write down this blog. I feel better now for no reason. The time is worth it.By the way, the most enjoying part of watching it is to experience the pressure with the S and other actors. All they were facing in the show makes me feel better, cause everything will be gone, just like the shows will be over.

Better or worse, I am kind of relieved. Hope have a good night!

今天早上去了学校，见了老师，觉得生活突然一下更加暗淡了。无名的紧张和不安。不知道去日本的学校讲三年英文下来会怎么样，不知道这样下去三年后我的日文会怎么样，不知道这样的研究方向研究三年下去，会不会让我觉得不舒服，或者用英文说更好，not comfertable!!

一如惯例，每次受到打击后，就只能靠看电视剧来让我缓解一些，或者说忘记正在发生的这一切。最近一直在看美剧，每天并没有很多的时间，因此都是断断续续的。看了The Big Bang!， 看了How I met your mom， 看了Gossip girl，看的时候主要是为了学习英文，联系口语和听力，因此我完全不介意剧情，但看着看着还是看出来感慨。因为以前也看过gossip girl，那是我离开学校前想要看的最新的一部电视，但因为看的半懂不懂的，就没有看下去。现在再看gossip girl的时候, 我发现我能听懂的的确是比以前多了。甚至有的时候，我还能够复述下来他们说的话，这样的进步连我自己也很是吃惊。只是...让我陷入了更多的思考。

我一年以前，一个到了一个新的城市，同样是新的环境，同样是没有什么朋友，那时候也是，对那里的超市长什么样子都没有任何的想法，但那时候的我为什么没有现在的丧气？我知道那时候我不需要用英文和日文和别人说话，不用接触一些我看来很奇怪的文化，但我知道那个时候的我不一样。我一直告诉自己要坚持，要努力，因为一年以后一切都会不一样了。现在，一年过去了，一切的确都不一样了，非常非常多的不一样，things beyond my expectation. 但并没有变的更好，而是让我感觉更糟。我不知道这样的感觉是一时的，还是会持续一段相当长的时间。面对现在的这一团糟，我需要坚持，需要努力，但我为什么要坚持呢？我也不知道...

今天一直在心慌，心慌什么，自己也不是很清楚。。。于是就这样，蹉跎呀，蹉跎，在家蹉跎了一整天，都蹉跎在了昨天买的涂鸦本上。

拉风吧！哈哈，其实这就是一很普通的无印良品的小破本子。好看本子太多，买不起，想说便宜货，是不好看呀，于是自己就动手剪剪贴贴，变成了现在的样子：）

大家看着我的午饭是不是觉得很像样子呢？哈哈，匹萨，南瓜粥和一瓶果酒。其实这完全不是我的本意。昨天被人说又变瘦了～～～～～～崩溃呀，我最怕别人说我又瘦了。。。

想想估计是家务做的太辛苦了，于是立刻告诉自己两件事：1，要少做家务，少去购物；2，要好好吃午饭，不能每天只吃白粥。于是昨天下午飞奔到超市，疯狂采购了3500的食物，好让我在接下来的一年中都不用再出门（这个是内心的旁白，估计今天晚上就还是要去买食物。。。）这不今天就好好做了一顿粥，南瓜和米都煮的烂烂的了。还热了一个匹萨来吃～～～～当然还要配上我的小酒（其实我真的没有怎么喝啦！）。

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